9.Nov.2010

奶羊在校內寫了一篇日誌,我不知道該怎樣分享,而我非常想讓喜陽也看一看.一個在五光十色的城市裡用書本堆滿床頭的青年,會耐心又認真的對待一切,這個人從我逐漸瞭解他那天到現在並沒有多少改變,儘管生活在身邊嘩啦嘩啦地響著,聲音時大時小.

祝各位好運

25 Apr. 2010

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再過大概一個半小時我就會知道是否會收到我的第五個鏡頭,也是目前為止和萊卡走得最近的一次,一隻前組鏡片有劃痕後面接環上有修復凹陷的summarit 50/1.5.

(沒錯,不用再猶豫,我說的就是他)

最近器材上有收獲,因為喜揚而認識的馬克盧要賣他的G10,我沒有猶豫訂了下來,等著他傳過照片就可以最後決定.但實際上我覺得自己肯定會把它買下,沒有一臺襯手的小數碼在,怎麼說都是不方便.今天和老娘說話,要我多少傳點照片回去,當然是指有我的照片.她說,你現在不照等你老了你拿什麼給你孫子看.但實在是她老了,她更想看她兒子.現在不想別的,趕緊讀了碩士,做起博士,換間房子,把老娘接過來一起住.

時間一茬一茬的過,最最開始的時候用的幾個鏡頭已經鎖在防潮箱里幾年都沒有再碰過.當初覺得嬌貴無比,每次用過,細心擦拭.因為南方氣潮,不用的時候就要放到防潮箱里,否則不出幾月就有霉絲一根根浮出來,對著亮處看,扎眼得很!每次出去拍照,大包一個,重重擔在肩上,打在屁股上,覺得踏實無得要緊.照片拍成怎樣,那是以後的事.

那些鏡頭里,一個,是佳能的套頭,糟老頭95年去日本和EOS100一起買的.35-105,光圈是多少記不得了,用他的時候我還分不清光圈和快門的關系,只知道鏡頭上兩個環可以扭來扭去,自動對焦的聲音比快門還響.再一個是騰龍28-300/3.5-6.3,說是那時候變焦比數一數二大的,廣告打出來是一鏡走天下,瀟灑哥做派.用到長焦端的時候也算是小鋼炮,加上遮光罩,可以嚇到不少人.當然那時候不像現在,個個肚皮上面頂的都是單反.用起來,差不多都有想殺人的感覺,自動對焦奇慢而且猶豫,手動…行程太短,加上對焦屏本來就不是為手動設計的,對焦環轉了幾個來回好像取景器里看起來都差不多…其實對于這種價格低廉又噱頭十足的鏡頭本來就不應該抱什麼希望,不到3000塊錢而且是十幾片鏡片的鏡頭,估計也只有當時我這種傻鳥肯買.成像,就一句話,軟到不行.

就是這兩個垃圾,拍過兩次軍訓,五六次校運會,六七次晚會,并且在最后一次成功拍下一組走光艷照,拍過幾次燒烤,幾次春游(或者秋游),拍過表妹,從出生到六歲,拍過幾乎所有朋友.

然後數碼來了,一臺小G5取代了他們,當然還有那臺單反.再然後又重新用膠片,換了隻Nikkor 50/2.0,就一直和標頭纏綿到現在,并且十分清楚自己應該需要什麼.所有這些在我最生澀的時候對我反復教育并偶爾會有驚喜,現在全都躺在防潮箱里,不受任何人打擾的落上灰塵,老化,發霉.

到這里打住吧,拍賣結束了,沒搶到那隻summarit.

16 Apr. 2010

It was a little bit exhausted after Business Game. Two days and a half, the most interesting period I’ve had since leaving China and two more things for sure, my team mates are great except the Indian fella and people speaking English in Indian accent is far from merely tolerable. About accent of English, it seems that everyone more or less have some Dutch accent as long as you are not native English-speaking people, even I was so persistent in my fancy-southeast-Asian-British-accent-policy.

Anyway, it is a nice game and I really had some fun in that, so a decision of watching TV series was made. Its name is Married Single and Other, typical brilliant British series. But the point is, I felt so sad.

It has been a long time since the last time I uploaded some pictures, but a roll of slides is expected tomorrow which is the magic one that I put a wrong date on the tip but it turned out to be the date I finished it.

Who knows?

11 Apr. 2010

凌晨,從Zafer家回來醒酒到現在,睡意全無.昨天晚上Zafer生日party,帶去一瓶果酒,40度,應該是吧臺上最烈的.進門被Zafer抱著親了下,接著被據說是Zafer的男朋友親了下.但我很清楚記得Zafer說他有女朋友.

很亂.

很久沒見Paul,更久沒見Laulina.Paul在申Duflou的Phd,只剩些paperwork,如今專業里要念Phd的只剩他一個,我已經早改了主意.我想這倒是個機會,engineering的東西實在讀不下去,與其半死不活耗在圈子里,不如徹底改頭換面做點感興趣的事.如果說不和好朋友上床和不把興趣當職業說明人成熟,那我絕對生猛如初,還是不管不顧的愣頭青.那天和馬江說起以後,我說要在比利時念完博士,然後放一年假,三十歲以前安定下來,澳門,新加坡,或者南寧.我就是不想在一個地方待太久,不想在一個行業待太久,我不聰明,但肯花時間,任何事可以做到一個程度,再往上,那不是我能碰的.他說起留在北京的可能,因為女朋友可以留校,而那所大學的附屬中學似乎又是北京最好的,那麼小孩子上學的事就不需要操心.只是房價太高,留在北京就是這輩子綁在一張紙上.

大家都有自己的奔頭吧.畢業一年,有人結婚,有人工作,有人讀書,我改不了的還是睡不著,有時候我很想知道幾年以後大家是個什麼樣,想想又覺得無聊,至少我肯定還這樣.

27 Mar. 2010

There is a depiction of pre-crisis life of Britain I found in the website of Economist, as sarcastic, gloomy and murmuring as ever.

You can find the complete article in here

“It was only three years ago, but it feels as though aeons have passed. Back then, the British economy was the strongest in Europe. Open and competitive markets made British the poster child for globalisation in the rich world. Central-bank independence and (supposedly) prudent budgetary management helped produce a vintage period of steady and rapid expansion. British workers were admirably reluctant to strike; British chancellor tiresomely wont to lecture finance ministers in mainland Europe about their superior policies. And British Airways was the world’s favorite airline.”